fantasiawandering you have been nothing but kind and supportive since the day we met, and I deeply appreciate all the help and courage you have given me. It’s already been a year since we met in Vancouver, and you gave me the courage to chase my dream there. You even helped me get the funds I needed to make the move to the mainland, and live by myself for the very first time! The care package you sent back when I moved to the city was so uplifting and I always think of you when I drink the tea you gave me. The work you did with squiddlesandsopor to set up that friend diary that pulled me through my worst days too! The tea cups you sent me, the book I won from you, the help with getting my very first commissions, and not once complaining that I still haven’t finished yours after so much time.
And you still offer to do more for me.
Thank you, seriously, thank you so much for being amazing. I love you so much Fanta, like so much! Thank you thank you thank you!
Saw my dr yesterday. I finally have a specialist referral. 6 months or more ung.
She also had some pretty bad news. My abnormal pap has her believing I have pre-cancerous cells on my cervix. She gave me the whole cancer talk, and fortunately everything is treatable. I should be hearing more in 6 weeks. Fingers crossed that nothing serious turns up.
She also told me to stop trying so hard with my depression treatment and rest for the next week. She wants me to stay home, don’t eat if I am not hungry, drink nutrition drinks to keep my energy up, and try to sleep when I can. She also wants me to take more naproxen to try any fix my back, which is injured by the tension.
I have also developed a strange habit which I guess can be considered self harm. I am grinding the edges of my thumb nails and toe nailes into my skin, and now have a bunch of sore open wounds. I don’t notice when I do it, and hopefully I stop soon. My jaw is also injured from clenching randomly.
Unf. Can’t sleep, can’t eat, and feel like shit.
What should I even do today?
i feel sick every time i see an obviously candid photo of a japanese school girl’s legs/thighs/body on my dashboard
like the ones of them just on trains or walking or in a store where either you cant see their face or its cropped out
those are taken by perverts/pedophiles and are a huge problem in japan
the girls in the photos are generally underage (and anyway school uniforms are ALWAYS used as age markers so….) and DONT know the photo is being taken
this kind of thing (as well as upskirts, etc.) are SO common in japan that its actually illegal to produce/sell phones or cameras that allow you to silence the shutter sound so that you cannot take a secret photo of someone
and every time i see the photos on my dash i get chills because its not a cute “kawaii” photo for your pale blog its disgusting
People really need to get this!!!!!! I have unfollowed so many blogs because they post these kinds of pictures. Please please please think before you reblog these photos!
Remember, these are unconsensual, sexual pictures of minors.
i’m literally worth thousands of dollars
in medical bills
Was at a night market in China. Unbelievable the conditions they keep these poor babies in, not to mention the goldfish, don’t EVEN get me started on the goldfish oh god. I was especially curious about one of the species here, mostly there are red eared sliders, but I cannot for the life of me identify these others, the brown ones almost ALMOST look tortoise-like to me. Anyone have any idea? I tried asking the venders but these people don’t know/don’t care about the species or requirements, they are selling goldfish bowls in the same stall so I doubt they would have the sense to keep a tortoise out of water if they happened to have one. They also had huge bowls of tiny tiny read eared sliders for what is essentially like a dollar. They also sell red eared sliders in HORRIBLE small, filthy terrariums at TESCO. The temptation to buy them just so I can clean their cages is overwhelming. I know we’re not supposed to support places that do bad business like this even if we feel sorry for the animals but it’s hard.
My fiance’s sister was in an accident last night.
She is ok, but sitting in the hospital with her family got my pretty worked up, and I am still emotional. I am super glad that her entire family and a ton of her friends immediately flocked to her side.
Last year my brother had an accident and I got a call from my step mom telling me he was in hospital and not to visit him. He didn’t deserve visiters, she said.
Naturally, I went to see him. He was just coming out of a sleep from the sedatives, and he was terrified. He dragged me down into his hospital bed and just sobbed on me. A grown man! My parents had stopped to see him, but basically just took his stuff and left without speaking to him. The doctor ended up reporting to me how his condition was.
My parents decided they were going to leave him overnight, even if he got released. Said he could learn what it is like to stay on the streets. I told them I was just going to take him home and my step mom tried to convince me that my baby brother would beat the shit out of me. This guy wouldn’t harm a fly! I was disgusted.
Anyways, I convinced my parents to take him home, and good thing they did. He had an allergic reaction to the seditive they gave him and ended up really ill.
Anyways, the contrast in family life has me a little rattled.
My parents are fucking trash.
feminism chose me when I ate a yorkie as a 10 year old
ok I’ve seen this post so many times now I’m confused WHY ARE PEOPLE EATING TINY DOGS AND WHY IS THIS MAKING THEM FEMINISTS SHOULD I BE EATING TINY DOGS TO BE A MORE EFFICIENT FEMINIST I AM CONFUSED (chaoticallyprecise)
For those who are confused:
Its called the Death Waltz, and was written as a joke but people have attempted it on piano.
Saxes move downstage.
SWEET JESUS CLICK THAT
initially it seemed as scary as Through the Fire and Flames after the ending credits in GH3, but I quickly realised that was the most monstrous understatement ever.
Is no one going to comment on the little notes on the page?
"release the penguins"
"gradually become agitated"